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Monday, March 24, 2014
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10:27 PM
How can you be so heartless? You totally ignored my SMS I have never thought it ended this way We can't even be friends anymore You told me you aren't comfortable with me alone You told me you don't want to see me What wrong have I done to deserve this? I guess I am really walking away now I tried everything to do things to please you But none of them works All this while, I was a stupid fool, always believing I have a chance Despite our age gap... Please tell me am I that bad not to even considered as your ideal mate? Never mind you aren't the only girl man! Perhaps I should move on I'm trying my best not to look at your profile each day but I couldn't control it This is too much for me to handle Only I myself can overcome it but no one. This isn't the end of the world I have to look forward and think tomorrow will be a better day! Anyway, I just had my poster presentation today. What a sigh of relief! Even though I have rehearsed prior to my actual one, I was still nervous. I am not used to presenting at the corner. Luckily they are kind enough to tell me on which areas I need to improve on. For now I have my FYP final report to work on. Let's not forget my exams too. |
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Wednesday, February 26, 2014
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10:57 PM
Nobody reads my stuffs anymore Anyway, I'm writing to de-stress from my sch work I am fed up with my FYP progress I couldn't produce the desired graphs I wanted Time is obviously running out! With only less than a mth to go, I need to finish my project and also my poster. I am getting worried I'm not sure if I can get it done on time To add on, assignment projects are piling up Be it individual or grp one I'm getting busier than ever Last Sat wasn't what I predicted I was activated by my unit and were required to report back to camp within 4 hours In the end, what we did was to sign attendance and familiarize with the equipment used The bad thing is I need to go Thailand during Nov for army training I have been through all the shit and dust And now I have to go there again this time alone in a new platoon. Until today, I'm still waiting for my watch to arrive It's been a mth plus or so Supposed to ship from US by end of Feb Hopefully I can show it off to u guys nxt wk with my latest smartwatch gadget. |
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Thursday, February 13, 2014
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11:35 PM
I gotta to stop being too good to people Coz I will end up being the one hurt Until now I still haven't learn it I thought being nice to girls, they will like me back But I was wrong. They may think I'm trying to get into their gd books It just doesn't create the kind of attraction I find it very difficult trying to act playful and hyper They prefer guys who are jerks. Unfortunately I can't make myself to become one I shouldn't spend so much time,efforts and money on you No matter how much I do, u like me as a friend only Am I really a bad catch? I didn't expect Wed was the last time I seeing you U are not working tmr since all the Hello Kitties are alr fully redeemed I hope to meet up with u coz I have a surprise for you Though I know I will get rejected, I have to at least tell you how I feel abt you. Aft that I have to move on and focus solely on my studies. |
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Wednesday, January 29, 2014
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8:57 PM
I'm absolutely crazy over you! I will do anything to get in touch with you everyday I went all the way to your house to have breakfast with you though it didn't happen I offer my sweater when you told me your hands are freezing cold during bus-trip When you have a craving for sweet stuffs, I dun mind making a trip to buy for you I always read your blog entries! Despite knowing you only for a short period of time, I still put in effort to make u a bday card and went to Orchard to get you the Macaroons. I know you doesn't like me at all. I may not be your ideal man type in your eyes but I'll still keep trying Some will tell me to stop doing silly things But I really like you a lot. Frankly speaking, I am a boring guy.. U have no idea how much I care for you Your heart is never mine I am just a solo player The next time I see you will probably on Mon. I have fallen very deep into this Even not seeing you for a day, I think abt you Gotta get out of this feeling fast If not I will get disappointed again. I shall end it with our grp pic taken ytd.  |
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Sunday, January 19, 2014
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9:37 PM
Hi ppl! Today was the girl's birthday! I went down to pass her gift..obviously I really wanted to celebrate with her but she rejected my offer...lol instead she has dinner with her family U know I spent half-an hr just to wrap a present just for her. Not to mention, I even hand-made her a bday card To my family they will think she's only a stranger, not close friends yet You may think I'm stupid and foolish Well, be it family or friends, I always take the extra mile to do sth special for them I always ended up disappointed on my Bday itself...gotten used to it Chances are she will forget me in the end as time passes she is going to poly and have plenty of options to choose Besides she's still young New love comes and leaves. The time will come when I know I have to move on and stop thinking abt her. For me, the priority is to find a job with a stable income first. Girls can wait.. |
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Saturday, January 18, 2014
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9:57 PM
After such a long hiatus, I'm finally back here to blog. 2014 has been relatively normal for me! I can't believe I'm into my last sem of my study and then I need to go to society to work just like my Dad At least able to reduce his burden of being the sole breadwinner :) I still have an unfulfilled lifelong dream which is studying in SPORTS SCIENCE... In the future, I would like to become a fitness instructor or other forms of coaching related to sports. My focus is on doing well for this last hurdle, able to graduate successfully and find a gd job. U can't believe until now I'm still single Finding someone u like is easy But finding to like you back is difficult sometimes it's about fate Timing is important I can't deny I have taken a liking for this particular girl She's sweet, cute and nice. The problem is she's too young for me and maybe not her ideal type. I'm more like an older brother to her. Despite this, I still make an effort to talk to her most of the time Liking her doesnt mean we need to be together. Seeing her everyday alr make me content. I only known her slightly more than a week and I already prepared sth big for her bday tmr. seems as if I'm alr obsessed with her. Oh god! |
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Wednesday, December 26, 2012
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10:32 AM
Five days before Year 2013! Have u decided on ur New Year's Resolution? I recalled I had five goals I ended up managing to do only one. I completed my first ever Standard Chartered Marathon I wanted to go to New York on holiday Bt sch committments and lack of ppl going cancelled my plans Finding a girl of my life still remains my priority Unless u really go out and tried hard If nt it's gonna be difficult Nowadays, having gd looks only have a slight advantage over others U need to possess the Five Cs Charming, Creative, Caring, Confidence and Communciation I seemed to be slow when it comes to relationships I dun even have the courage to tell a girl I like her I have to make things happen For now I find it difficult to find one I am in an engineering course dominated by males and few girls How am I supposed to do? |
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